Ministerial Meandering
Make and mend
Wednesday afternoons in the Royal Navy have traditionally been a time for ‘Make and mend’. This is a time when the sailors would repair pieces of equipment, sails, ropes, clothing etc., and indulge in hobbies - whittling, carving, rope-making, sewing, and playing games.
This week has been for me more of a ‘break and mend’.
Three things have broken this week; my connection with Christchurch, Hope, the pottery chalice (I use for juice at communion) came apart in my hands on Sunday, and then I broke the shower scraper.
Perhaps things come in threes - I’m not sure. I have always found that giraffes come in sevens - well, they did whenever I was in the bush!
So, I can mend two out the three things that are broken, but I will have to leave the problem of Hope to God. But for Christchurch to mend, I think they will need a change of heart.
Some of you may know Mendelssohn’s ‘Elijah’, and the wonderful aria, ‘If with all your hearts ye really seek me,’ - that is what I would like to sing for them. Though I am not sure they are ready to listen yet.
But there is a third thing that I can mend - after glueing the chalice and the shower gadget back together - and that is me. If I am honest, I feel rather broken by the experience of trying to mend a broken and divided congregation, who, it seems, don’t really want to be mended. At least, by me.
So, that congregation of Christchurch is what I am turning over to God. Along with myself. To be mended.
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